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Sunday, July 27, 2008
Direction of God Today marked the end of the Getai show put up by the orchestra ministry. Haha. But seriously, 7th month is coming huh? =x Pretty positive responses from most, really appreciate it man. I think the piece itself easily move people with its melody and familiar tune. And plus we practise very often, refining it....i guess it did not disappoint. =) I took a picture with Tsubasa san! :D:D:D shall post it up soon. Tat Haur mentioned that it's time for me to go another level higher in my violin playing....cos the orchestra needs to continue striving for excellence. For me, i've thought of it before and i know that if i did not have so many things i need to juggle and prioritize, i would have done it long ago without hesitating. Thing is, right now i have many things in my face and i have not excelled in any one. So how should i see myself having yet another challenge thrown unto me if i can't excel in any one? Sigh. Family. Studies. Cell group. Personal church commitments (svc, pm, orchestra, cgm). Ministry(CG + CG + Orch). Reaching out. Exercise lifestyle. What I feel I must/shld do, on top of that: 1) Driving (Advanced theory + practical + sit for test) 2) Special term (locally/overseas) 3) Violin grade 8 exam 4) Pick up a CCA in school If i want to do it, i gotta cram all 4 things within my schooling years. #2 and #4 definitely lar. Cos once i step out as a debutante, that's it. Working life will be much more awful. At least that's how i see it in the case of Singapore. But of course, at the same time i also know that it can be as simple as a matter of getting the right mindset on things...such as becoming disciplined, having the spirit of excellence in everything i do, becoming more spiritual and reliant on the Holy Spirit's leadership, and more mature as a whole. Gotta pray. Where is God leading me to? I got a feeling He wouldn't answer this question of mine until the very last minute. He will want me to first knock down some walls, get myself entangled, experiment and explore around before He reveals the answer.....as always. -------------- Have been suffering from mild insomia lately...don't know why. I'm usually a very good and deep sleeper. Not just insomia lately but also bad dreams and nightmare. Sigh. Spiritual attack? Maybe. Tmr's module bidding. There it goes again....the whole cycle of troublesome-ness begins leading to the start of a brand new year in school. Labels: contemplative, daily rantings 5:08 PM
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