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Tuesday, July 22, 2008
scared of myself? I think that if i'm ever in a relationship, i'll be a high maintenance girl. Seriously. I will pity the guy's pockets. Maybe not if he is rich. But then again, i will not stoop so low as to spend the guy's money all the time. The ability and willingness to pay off my own bills is a sign of balanced independence. Just a thought. By the way, i also bought myself Reebok track shoes at Stadium Takashimaya this afternoon after the facial. Of course it's to force me to exercise but....I'm really starting to be scared of myself. Ailing's right....it's scary that i'm able to walk into a shop and silently and almost instantly make a purchase transaction. I barely stepped into Stadium for 10minutes, and i bought the shoes already. BUT. i made sure i bought one of the cheapest ones in there. it was $80. I mean...for me, i feel it's not so much of being in a moment of impulse. It's really something i've been wanting to get all these while. I'm not those kind that will decide to buy something the moment i see it if i did not first think of buying it for quite some time. So yeah. It's either i have too many Wants, such that things i see mostly are the things that i've been wanting, or it's just inevitable that i spend this much. What else do i wanna get? NKJV bible - $40 (i owed Jiasin), new glasses - $250, camera - $400 Total - $690. Sigh. Okay, maybe i'll just wait till my 21st bday to ask my parents for the Camera or smth. New glasses and the debts i owe ppl more important..... God!!! give me wisdom and self-control in the area of finances!!! Labels: contemplative 2:58 AM
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