I thank God that He is always here for me. God is always just in time, but it's good enough for me. It's that assurance that when i'm at the valley, He is there to hold on to me. He heard my cry.

It's just not the same to tell any random friend about what i went through if he/she can't lead me to the ultimate revelation in my current situation with the God factor. In the first place, I'm not even sure how am i supposed to relate everything as it is. Second, if i want to influence people, i will never choose to influence them in a negative way. Thirdly, to tell someone about it, i got to feel that if i tell him/her, he/she is fine with being disturbed.

Nevertheless, i'm grateful to princess. I'm sorry if i dampened your spirits that day. But i enjoyed hanging out despite looking like a dead zombie...it's what i needed. Fresh air. =)

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I caught hold of something valuable. I want to cling onto it. I know that's exactly what i need right now. 

Gotta go through reaffirmation. Confession. Thought-life. 

Ultimately, praying that it will transform to actions and fruitfulness. 

Keep praying!