Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Monday lor.

I felt very blurry and stony from morning. I understand when mum says that being an assistant to my dad is really not easy. Gotta be alert at all times, have good memory of the patients coming in and out, whether they made payment or if their case requires a follow up. Lots of ad-hoc and admin work to do, from big things to small things, from A to Z all must be done by 1 person and that's my mum. Running a business like that is no joke. And to do that for 20 over years, it's a big wow.

What i can help is very minimal...and to prevent myself from being a hindrance at work, I really was very alert the last week. but not today. i was basically zoning out most of the time. tsktsk.

Anyways. I left at around 4+pm with Wati and Alis for home. If i were to be more of a hindrance than a help, then i rather go home. That's what i thought and what i've done.

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Had a good long phone conversation with someone this evening. It dawned upon me how much this person has changed since she came back to church. And i felt very challenged by the values she live by. Especially the part on the 3D - Details Determine Destiny. Although she didn't mention this phrase, what she has been doing is basically that. And i felt so provoked for the first time to become a 3D person like her. When knowledge becomes conviction, and conviction turns into something you live by, that's the beauty. Totally.

I must not only be less blur, but make the effort to be attentive to details. That requires MEMORY. I can't live with a goldfish memory forever. At least not without trying to even change for the better! When I see where that person is at right now, I can see how she will go on to do great things as long as she doesn't lose this conviction. And i do not want to "lose out" to her.

It's great to have someone I can talk to at length and enjoy every bit of the conversation. Honestly, i haven't had such an enjoyable conversation for a long long time. And to think i had the honor of conversing with her. I'd call it an honor, because of the many things I've learnt just over this 1 phone call. My soul has been satisfied. :D

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Okie doke. A long day tomorrow and a busy period this week and the next. CHRISTMAS IS HERE! LIKE FINALLY! Merry merry merry merry merry Christmas to all my blog readers, may you be blessed in your relationships with others and your loved ones, may you prosper in good health and finances in the NEW year 2009! May all your dreams begin to come true step by step in 2009, and please start setting GOALS FOR 2009!!!!! :o)

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