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Sunday, January 4, 2009
I dislike strangers looking at me. I'm going to say this: I really dislike strangers looking at me. Sometimes, I am in the mood to dress up. And when i do, it is not because I want attention from strangers. It's not as if i'm going all out to dress weirdly, or ultra seductively, or whatever. But when strangers are staring at me i can sense it and i feel uncomfortable. I know i have a nice figure in the perspective of most (some will say i'm too skinny, i agree and am working on it). And i also know that i don't want to waste such a God-given quality. If i can wear nice clothes, I should wear nice clothes lah. Which is what i've been trying to do. I gain self-satisfaction and confidence from wearing something I like and which fits me well. But I DO NOT gain pleasure from unwanted attention! :( I know that some people will not have any problems with unwanted attention. Maybe most people are like that - confident and at ease. I think that's great. So perhaps i'm having a low self-image. Is that right? Or maybe i'm just being too paranoid and flighty. And that it's simply smth I need to overcome? SIGH!!! Labels: daily rantings 2:15 AM
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