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Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Not in the mood for school. I'm just totally thrown off the momentum due to CNY. I don't know why. Got to get back on my feet like, real soon? There are tutorials, projects and lecture revisions waiting for me to complete...not to mention practising my violin. I don't even have the mood to touch it at all. -.- Oh man. I mean thank God that my parents fetch me to school in the mornings. Otherwise, I definitely wouldn't want to attend school just thinking of how far NUS is and how tired am I still....despite sleeping at 10pm yesterday night (?) It's weird alright. And I'm being honest about my feelings here okay. Thinking about my classes tomorrow makes me dreadful of school. 10 to 6pm without break!!!! Oooo maaaan. Whine whine whine whine. .......... Thank God for financial blessings once again due to CNY. The biggest givers are (as always) my parents. It makes me think 'what have I done to deserve such blessings?'. There's only one reason I can think of. It's not because I'm very filial all the time or do the right things at home...in fact, I think I've not done my part well enough as a daughter. As in there's lots of room for improvement. So I suppose it is simply because my mum & dad love me and my brother simply because we are their son and daughter. And because of this, I learnt the lesson that loving is giving unconditionally. And because I understood this principle from home & from young, I'm glad I have never really struggled when I decide to make sacrifices to God. In fact, I really love to give to God because He really makes sure I am not shortchanged. Whereas giving to people or using the money to invest in other things there is a risk of being shortchanged involved. :) But that doesn't mean I'm stingy on people of course! Hahaha! I'm willing to take the risk of being shortchanged or deliberately taken advantaged of (sometimes - but yes, be wise about it ultimately) quite often enough, because when I set my heart to give I give willingly and cheerfully. :) Okay. New blogskin for the new year! :) I'm a minimalist at heart so this skin is reflective of that part of me. Gets me in the mood to blog more often. Hehe. Labels: daily rantings 8:13 PM
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