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Monday, April 6, 2009
Contemplative II I thank the Lord I'm no longer a people pleaser today. I am a God pleaser. I no longer find myself going through chemotherapy, but through the healing hands of God, I am redeemed, cleansed from dirt and now undergoing the refining process. But still, God gave each of us a unique personality. And therefore, I want to find out who I am. Is it really so important to find that out? How meaningful is this search process? Sigh. I don't know. But one thing I do know. We cannot go about life aimlessly, blur and confused. Otherwise, how is that different from taking drugs which dulls our sense of reality or being drunk with alcohol? Thus, there's a big need to be aware of where I am right here, right now. Every now and then, I self-evaluate. I am also aware that there is too many things in life to pay attention to every single one of them. Some things don't reveal truth unless through time. And therefore, wanting to be aware of everything here and now may simply be utopical. But still, I try. And treat those things that will only reveal truth through time as a challenge towards my ability to manage risk/unanticipated endings. And i believe it to be good and godly. For we are called to go through trials and periods of uncertainty....with the sole aim of making us stronger on the inside. I'm an avid supporter of this notion. Labels: contemplative 1:18 PM
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