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Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Being fruitful + FANSHEN video It's 4.45am now and I'm putting on aloe vera facial mask. HAHA. I'm a vainpot. About Fanshen Video Well, I wouldn't say that the version of Fanshen captured on the video was our best effort, but it was the only version we got it down recorded. :( so sad. Our actual performance was way better. Catch 'em on my facebook profile page! But part 4 which is the final part, is the most exciting part of the scene! Enjoy. About being fruitful What is it about being fruitful? Well, I realized that a lifestyle of slacking is really not to my liking afterall. I have been living as such for the past 1 to 2 weeks. I feel like a living dead. Sleeping at dawn, waking up in mid-noon realizing half the day is gone. Then, despite the long hours of beauty sleep, I still feel like a stoning zombie, drained out in energy. Whole day I'm simply staring at the TV and going online streaming to catch up on different dramas...by the end of the day (p.s: I don't even know how to define the "END" of the day with my kind of lifestyle now, sigh) I feel totally blonde. Airhead. Blank inside. I've always wanted an entire day of pure slacking without feeling guilty about it. I imagined such a day as my goal throughout my exams...but having lived my dream for the past week, I am starting to dislike it more. I guess it can only be up to a period of time. Afterwhich, it is human nature to want to find work and remain fruitful. So I realize that the cure is really a balance between work and play...since I do not have "Work" now that I'm holidaying, then I gotta FIND work. I'm simply too slack already. And since I don't intend to work-work, then I should find other types of work! Ah-ha. Thank God I have the privilege to do some ad-hoc stuff for church....it fills me in with things to do. I also have to practice playing the violin more often with more free time now. Oh, I've yet to start on my thesis though. Oops. I should by next week. =\ Thinking of taking up driving too. Makes perfect sense to do that in such a loooong 3 months holiday. Wait, make it 2.5months left by now. IN SHORT, moral of the story is...........there are many things under the heaven that I can do. The thing is to find them and be willing to stick the butt in to just do it, instead of procrastinating and slacking away my time. Every minute in life counts....we either live it for the short term or for the long term. It's not wrong to use some of the time in our life to live for the temporal, because of its inevitability. But what matters is that our focus is ultimately on the long term AND eternal value of things. So with this, I conclude with a resolution to remain fruitful. Though it maybe fruitful in different ways, still is fruitful. :) Gonna make sure my time is well-spent! Going to MTV groove @ Oschool tomorrow! Yippee. Labels: contemplative, daily rantings 4:46 AM
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