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Thursday, July 9, 2009
Nostalgic abt PE lessons + Future I'm missing those times in Secondary school when exercising was so part of my everyday life. It was tough but now looking back, it is good in ways I didn't realize. In junior college, together with my classmates, we always went for PE lessons grudgingly. But now in university, I realize how much I wish I was as disciplined in exercising. On to subject #2. I feel stupid in the course i'm studying....still feeling stupid. 3 years of studying in uni have passed, and I still have the thought "why the world did I end up in this course?!" It felt like one wrong move that has caused my entire 4 years to be unpleasant, unenthusiastic, unbelonged to this place called NUS. Why did I end up here. Sigh. I feel stupid - firstly - to have chosen this course. And secondly, I feel stupid IN this course. But inside of me isn't feeling 100% of that. A part of me is feeling hopeful. Yes, hopeful. Maybe this is simply how the world works. I have recently discovered and confirmed the career path I want to take. It is after 3 whole years of thinking and praying and asking. And when people ask me what do I want to do in future, I would always answer 'I don't know'. But now, I would give a definite answer - I want to go into events management. Employers of this industry are looking out for marketing/business degree holders which i wouldn't possibly have attained. Being in my current course, which deals with management of a different kind, may still stand a chance. But...if I were to go into Arts and Social Science, though I'm pretty sure I'll enjoy being in that faculty for 3 years with good results, I may not stand as good a chance in getting to work in the events management industry based on employers' criteria. Hence in that train of thought, if I manage to get an events mgt job which I would love to be in, I suppose my 4 years of ego-battering would have been a blessing in disguise. Sometimes God works in ways that we humans cannot imagine. His thoughts are higher than ours. I believe that my future is bright in the Lord...though it is difficult for me to see, I trust in His character. I'm praying hard for God to give me a POSITION in the marketplace. I want to make an impact! Labels: contemplative, daily rantings 8:42 AM
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