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Saturday, August 15, 2009
Becoming less rational. So random...... Looking through my own FB photos (yea call me a narccisist however you spell it. aren't you one too?) and putting myself in a 3rd person point of view when looking at own photos. I end up discovering something about myself which I have not really dared to explore all my life. When browsing my FB photos, I commented as a 3rd person, "this girl may have the potential in theatre acting. I want to see more 'evidence' ie. photos of her pursuing this area. Even if she may not go professional and be a full blown actor, at least want to see this girl having fun in what she is good at." At that moment, I realize that if I really have that potential, and it must be that God allowed it to be in me, then why do I always kill it off with my rationality? Sometimes, it's good to dream. It is good to become less rational. Now I really feel it. Pst Zhuang during morning prayer @ HOG today shared a rhema. Eph 3:20. It shot at me. "Now to Him who is able to do exceedingly abundantly above all that we ask or think, according to the power that works in us." My mind told me 'oooh this verse looks familiar. yeah I know what Pastor's gonna share already', only to be greatly surprised and touched by the word. As I mentioned, it is not just a word as in Logos, but the word became Rhema to me. Which made me realize I have dreams. Not just the theatre dream but also other dreams in my life. I realize I have suppressed many of them because I always rationalize things and end up killing my own dreams. I also realize it is because I am a low risk-taker. But now I want to start expanding my mind....unbind my narrowness and limited mentality...I have to because I believe in a great God. Great God do great things. Being His child, how can I settle for small things? Because even so, God will still do exceedingly. abundantly. above all. that we ask. or think. As long as we trust. TRUST is the keyword here. Labels: contemplative, revelation 1:26 AM
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