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Monday, March 15, 2010
Expressiveness Lately I've been more and more expressive about my feelings and thoughts. Not sure whether it's a good thing. That is evident through the fact that I actually dreamt I got discipled yesterday night, although in my dream it was an April's fool joke. :x I have this desire to be real, but have also been aware of the fact that I must be wise in the things which spouts out of my mouth. I know that I'm not perfect, and many times I wish I can just show my ugly side in reaction to something I disapprove or dislike. Without needing to think so much for the other party. But that wouldn't be the wisest thing to do la. I guess my momentum have started...the need to pull back the brakes during appropriate times is constantly at the back of my mind. I feel like I'm treading on thin ice. Ultimately, I believe I am a very easy person to read. I show my emotions and how I feel on my face. Most people can tell that I am tired, because I have been looking tired on my face. Kind of hard to explain to others the reason for my tiredness when they ask...but I am grateful for their concern. New responsibilities + new lifestyle = challenge to live life to the maximum. So feeling tired is inevitable. I like what my friend said - TIRED PEOPLE CHANGE THE WORLD. I wanna be someone that change my surrounding, not conform. Guess I have taken that crucial first step - to walk in obedience according to God's calling. When I'm pissed, I wanna admit that I am pissed. When I'm touched and grateful, I wanna admit plus express that out. I just want to be real. Labels: contemplative 12:33 AM
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