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Monday, July 26, 2010
Bad to Good Monday! Today started off with me reluctant to go work. The awesome rainy sleep-in weather gave me a good excuse to dilly dally a little. But I still managed to reach office in time haha. Weird thoughts like "should I quit?" invaded my mind from the moment I opened my eyes from slumber. To be honest, this is not the first time I doubted the choice I made career wise. Ironic right? Deep inside me I'm obeying a voice that tells me this is God's purpose. But the everyday reality I face is testing that voice. It was also due to the fact that every Monday, we have weekly meetings with the CEO which would cause us to stay back in the office until quite late. Wanted to kill Monday blues by knocking off on time, but simply sian diao-ed when I remembered about the meeting. But, am thankful that the meeting was okay. CEO was in a good mood, the division manager wasn't in the office as well as the meeting. Usually, I sit right in front of her while working at my work station. Totally uncomfortable and it definitely affects my efficiency level. Glad she wasn't in the office today hahaha. I guess I have learnt better; in terms of candidate management. I really cannot stand candidates that are problematic. What I had to do from the beginning was to be firm with them. I have learnt that now. No point being hard up for candidates, even if they are the 'rarer ones' or the 'better ones' if their attitude sucks. So with better quality of candidates, and hopefully less interviews dua-ed. Today have been clear of bad candidates. Happiness! Secondly was the compliment by the CEO. I know he is giving out the compliment partially due to his good mood today. But I guess I'm progressing at least up to expectations. :) Am doing well so far. Humans thrive on compliments...it sure does feel good. But at the same time, I am prepared for the next sacarstic remark from him. It's a matter of time. Hurhur! Finally....time to sleep. Mentor said, tomorrow onwards, he will "finally" begin to transfer his skills to me. And he will be stricter with me tmr onwards, and told me to be prepared for it. I might have to stay back later on Friday and go back to the office on Saturday. OMG.........I don't wana get burnt out!!!! And I wana attend FOP on Friday....=( Guess will have to discuss with him. It's all my Mentor's fault. Sigh. Everything is so premature for a 1.5month old employee. But then again, why not? Master everything faster if I have that capacity. Will do me more good than harm. Just that...I don't want to burn out! I want my life!.... Blabbered. Time to selah and sleep. Goodnights. Labels: career, contemplative, daily rantings 10:51 PM
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