Saturday, October 23, 2010

Tenacity & dreams

I'm thankful to have found much satisfaction through my job. Even though sometimes I go through rough patches and the process of finding a solution can be tedious and even painful sometimes, it doesn't change the fact that I find satisfaction through my job. As opposed to the time I was in university. To be honest, I was really lost at that time. Having sometimes no inkling what I was supposed to do. Feeling so frustrated first not knowing what to do, second having to figure out something when I don't even enjoy doing the course. It's a sad life.

But somehow I know it is still part of THE plan. And I wouldn't want to say "I wish this part of my life is changed to become _____" because I know God uses every part of my history to make me a better person. I wouldn't have made friends with Huaxue, Qiuzi, Luxin and so many other Eton Hall peeps if I didn't do a 4th year. This is always something I make myself remember.

What holds for me in the future? I do not know. Somehow I feel lost because I still can't figure out what I want to ultimately do that is of passion and interest, at the same time (and very importantly) practical and workable. But I am simply trusting a good God who will bring me to where He/I want to be. But before that happens, it is taking 1 step at a time, and learning on the journey. Constantly reminding myself that dreams don't become reality overnight; the bigger the dream to be realized, the deeper the integrity and tenacity one must have.

11:19 PM

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