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Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Mona Lisa - using MS Paint I favorited this video. It is so cool. The guy is super creative and good at controlling his mouse. Lol. I always respect people who can visualize and draw out in full 3D reality. Smth I can't do in a million years! Labels: information 11:35 PM
Sunday, June 28, 2009
Befriending the Outcasts Out of many things that I want to blog about (I really really really want to blog about alot alot alot of things!!!), I believe this is the one that I want to blog about MOST.  Around me, I meet alot of people that are considered "outcast". For example, the geeks, the weirdos, the ah bengs & lians, the super low EQ people, and the list goes on. They constantly challenge my conviction to love the hard-to-love. Sometimes I fail. Sometimes, my conviction became confused. Peer pressure can be daunting if one does not know how to handle. Before we know it, we have compromised. Our standard of loving people have been reduced to that of worldly love. Between agape (God's way of love) and phileo (friend's way of love) At times of test, I sometimes chose the phileo way of love. Most of the time, it was to much guilt and regret. Yet I wouldn't do anything to make restitution because it would not be convenient. My friends - imagine what they would think of me! To be associated with the "outcasts"! Will they outcast me as well?! Besides, God wants us to be IN the world. My clique of friends! They are my "world" that God wants me to be in! I would risk losing my "world" if I befriend those outcasts. Usually, I self-justify like this. And true enough, they sounded SO right. I'm not Jesus Christ. He is so influential and powerful. He is the SON OF GOD. OF COURSE He has the ability. To befriend the outcasts but not getting outcasted by the rest! So I went on with life with this thought, though still guilty and remorseful deep down towards such a belief. Sometimes, I am grateful that I'm not a cell group leader yet. If I was, what kind of beliefs and doctrines will I be passing on to those under my care??? Haiz. Anyway. I have a classmate who I respect alot when it comes to doing charitable works. She always go for youth expedition programmes to help build school classrooms and teach students whenever it was holidays. She really has a heart for all the poor children in the rural villages. When I sit beside her, many times I feel inferior because of the way she is so passionate about YEP. Sometimes I think that she has a bigger heart than most Christians! Haha. But anyway, what is sad is that even she is not willing to befriend the outcasts. To be very honest, none of the 100+ students in the class would! I think whoever would befriend the outcasts in the class would be looked upon as weird and abnormal! One day, I am simply convicted that none of those in my class - not even that classmate of mine - have displayed what truly is loving people. I think it is very sad if we only see the well-known needs, such as people from poor backgrounds, rural villages, broken family, etc.....and we don't realize that those considered "outcasts" among us also have very real needs that are longing to be met! HOW DEEP IS YOUR LOVE? Those that are truly "hard to love" are those around us. We don't have to go very far to Cambodia or Thailand or Myanmar to find them. They are just within our social circles.... I believe it is not a coincidence that God has placed so many people deemed as "outcasts" around me. And as the world gets messier, there will be more and more such people surfacing. What will my take be then - from this very moment?  To love them the agape way. Labels: contemplative 11:11 PM
Saturday, June 27, 2009
Understanding. Perception. Sometimes it's very difficult to get people to understand you. What you say may not always be perceived correctly. In those circumstances, I believe keeping to myself is the right choice. Rather than allowing people to misunderstand me And putting me into their 'box' I rather be silent. Especially since my conscience is clear before God. It's interesting that even that has consequences. People perceive that I'm a very quiet person. Enling is very quiet. She is a very quiet girl. But those who truly know me knows that I'm not dumb. I do speak. I do talk. Just that when I do, I make sure I talk sense. And I make sure what I say is disgestable for my listener. Otherwise...you will know me as a very quiet person. And I'm fine with that. Coz I rather keep quiet if you don't understand. That's me. Not sure if you feel this way too? Haha. Anyway...my friends understand me more than my family members. That's why I love to spend time talking with them. BUT. My family members love me more than my friends love me. This is a fact. Do you feel this way too? :) I wonder if this is how it will work in the future. Between me and my kids. Perhaps it will be the same since what we will sow, we will reap. There are times when I feel that there are absolutely NO ONE - not even my bestest of friends - can understand what I want to say. I want to believe that there are these times precisely because God wants to be my only listener. He wants me to pour out my deepest and most honest thoughts to Him. Anyway, He is the only one that has the ability to guide me out of difficult situations. Labels: contemplative 12:21 AM
Friday, June 26, 2009
Michael Jackson has passed away Pop star Michael Jackson, whose life and career were the stuff of both popular music record books and tabloid television, died Thursday afternoon at the Ronald Reagan UCLA Medical Center after being rushed by ambulance from his rented Holmby Hills home. He was 50. Paramedics responded to a call at about 12:30 p.m. and tried to resuscitate Jackson at his home for almost 45 minutes, then rushed him to the hospital, where doctors continued to work on him. "It is believed he suffered cardiac arrest in his home. However, the cause of his death is unknown until results of the autopsy are known," his brother Jermaine said. Police said they were investigating, standard procedure in high-profile cases. source: http://www.sfgate.com/cgi-bin/article.cgi?f=/c/a/2009/06/25/MN3A18E5SM.DTL RIP...... hope he has a better time in Heaven than all the crossfire he has gotten here....I wouldn't want to switch lives with him in a million years....he has so much courage to continue living and I salute him. Labels: daily rantings, information 3:10 PM
Thursday, June 25, 2009
郭采潔- 愛情定格 (Composed by FIR Real) Disclaimer: Dudes and dudettes I'm not emo-ing. I just like this song alot and would like to share it with you guys. 悲伤 却从中找到了勇气 走下去 You are hurt...but in it you find strength to move on. That's how I feel about the whole song. I love the breathless chorus. Haha.... Many of us get sad and hurt by fellow imperfect humans No matter how hard we try Sometimes we just can't help hurting someone somehow Hurt can be inflicted intentionally or unintentionally. While we are hurt by others, we have also hurt others before Even if we make the best effort to be the best person So the issue is not whether how badly we are wounded Or how rotten that person is towards you The issue is whether we are able to move on And how well we are moving on. Do we move on with a handicap or do we move on anew? Two things: Courage and forgiveness. Labels: contemplative 4:49 AM
Suelynn's 21st bday party + Thomson Crispy Prata Today's a lovely day. :)) Weather is good, the rain is light but enough to cool the land. The past few weeks of hot and humid weather really tested my temper. I find myself more irritable because of the yucky weather. It's true that the weather can affect one's temperament! Went for Suelynn's 21st birthday party just now at her condo function room. Managed to catch up with the rest (except for Shiyin who didn't make it) from JC days in Band...heard in this year's SYF, AJC got GOLD WITH HONOURS....wow....as an alumni of AJCSB can't help but feel proud, though I didn't contribute to the success at all. Hahaha! Our days in SYF was Silver all the way....still remembered the very day I cried so badly. Everyone felt so disappointed as we were slated for a Gold and break the history of Silver award...anyway, now thinking back it's not so much of a bad memory. Bonds are developed through a journey, not destination. So whether we won or we lost is not important in that sense. Cos 5 years 10 years down the road like today, what you remember is those happy memories together with those friends you've made. :) Unless you are a super pessimistic person that like to dwell in depressing stuff la. Haha. That was a challenging time, and we made so much effort with the hope of breaking through SYF by getting a Gold award. That effort made us united....we even got the best section award! Hahaha. FLUBOE (Flute + Oboe section) rocks!!! We haven't met up for a long long long long long time! Was super elated to have a gathering today due to Suelynn's birthday party. Haha. After that, we went to eat Roti Prata at Thomson!!! My first time there, awesome!!! I had bomb prata. No idea why it's called 'bomb' prata cos it looks like normal prata only with some sweet liquid filling in between the layers which tasted a bit like caramel. =\ Had 2 friends that drove car. So cool right? :) Now I'm at an age when my friends are beginning to drive and have cars of their own or owned by their parents that they could borrow. Wow. We are all growing up quite fast. Seems like yesterday that we were just JC kids. tsktsk. Don't have enough money to finance me through....time also. If have, long ago learn driving already. :( Ending with a happy smile :) ! Cos today's a happy day! Labels: daily rantings 1:26 AM
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
First thought to this scenario Q: What do you do when you are all alone in the computer room with a stack of paper in front of a fan blowing it off the table onto the floor one by one every 5 minutes? My answer is: I will wait for ALL to drop to the floor, then I'll pick them all up at once. Am I sluggish or am I lazy. Labels: daily rantings 1:14 AM
Monday, June 22, 2009
Stressed + God's timetable I'm feeling quite lost and helpless and stressed and frustrated over my fyp. Sigh....I need to pray. Pastor Tan's message today about working according to God's timetable is wonderful....God, I pray that I'll keep today's sermon etched in my heart forever and ever. Without the 2 days Jesus spent in prayer (a Moving), there can be no Moment. Need to meditate on it further... Labels: revelation 1:29 AM
Saturday, June 20, 2009
what's up with my left arm? It's getting irritating with an unstraightenable left arm. It feels like blood haven't been circulating properly all day since the day I hit the gym with Miaoz @ Yck...she says it takes a week to recover from the muscle ache after-effects. I sure hope it does!!! But really, that was the first time I ever did weights training for biceps. It felt good that suddenly a bump rose up from nowhere...it's a half milder in my right arm coz my left arm is doing all the cheating being the power hand. My right arm's ok already. Ha! Anyways, I've been trying to start on the mammoth task of drafting my dissertation. It hasn't taken off quite well cos I realized I can't live without those books in Central library. Need the right books for references...step number one~~ I'm telling myself not to look at it as a big gigantic entity. If I do, I'll be frightened off my wits (literally) and will never get the draft done. Best thing to do is to take things easy when you know you shouldn't. Hahaha that sounds wrong huh! In my situation it would be the perfect thing to do. Okay. Loads of crap. Getting into the writing mode..... Labels: daily rantings 3:46 PM
Thursday, June 18, 2009
"Wong" family meetup (cousins) Sorry no pictures for show. Anyhow, we met for lunch at Manhattan Fish Market (Central Shopping Mall). It was a fruitful time cos we got to know one another more. =) Otherwise, we would simply be 'hi-bye' relatives during Chinese New Year. Which is quite sad isn't it. Today is the very first time we are meeting up excluding CNY. Lol. 5 of us turned up and it was great. Hopefully the next meetup more relatives (mostly first and second cousins) will appear! After that, I went off with my first cousin Denise to cut hair at Marina Square's Chapter2 (quite bad experience, i'd still return to Bugis Village branch in future) & watching Night at the Museum2. It's the second time I'm watching it. I like it! =) Anyway, the whole point is that my cutting hair and watching movie with Denise was completely IMPROMPTU. I was like trying to find for things to do cos I was free and she said she wants to also then ok loh! Haha. Then.......we parted as she went to meet her mum. I went over to Tampines1 to dine with Jasmine, a classmate from NUS. Haven't caught up with her since the semester ended. It was good fellowship with her. =) Yeap....that's how I spent Thursday. Not bad eh! ;0) Looking forward to Lesson 4 of CWBS tomorrow!!! Labels: daily rantings 10:46 PM
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
Parting song....... This is a parting song... I will talk more about it when the time comes...but I just feel that this song is so apt at expressing my feelings and thoughts at this moment in time. sad. By2 - 我知道 從來沒想過 不能再和你牽手 委屈時候 沒有你陪著我心痛 一切都是我太過驕縱以為你會懂 一直忘了說我有多感動 我知道你還是愛著我雖然 分開的理由 我們都已接受 你知道我會有多難過所以 即使到最後還微笑著 要我加油 我知道你還放不下我才會 在離開時 閉著眼沒有回頭 我們都知道彼此心中其實 這份愛沒停過 曾經完整幸福的夢在腦海裡頭 我多希望你還在我左右 答應你 我會好好過不讓 這些眼淚白流..... Labels: depressing post 5:15 PM
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
Funny Videos Favorited Sharing some of the youtube videos I've favorited. They are so funny. =) Presenting to you... Garfield is REAL! Baby Panda's sneeze gives mum a shock Labels: information 4:46 PM
Monday, June 15, 2009
Power Sunday! Part II I can't believe I left out blogging about the Peranakan dinner @ Esplanade with my family, and watching Cherry Orchard (樱桃园） with them for (early) Father's Day celebration! Bro treated for the dinner, I treated for the theatre. =) Dad, Mum and bro came in a car to fetch me at Clarke Quay to head to Esplanade together. :) It was after accompanying Michelle to buy her flats at Central. The guys went home after Pitstop, while the girls went for brief window shopping to look at shoes. Michelle is “single and available” once again for the next two weeks! Hahaha =x Bf in BMT...poor thing. Nehmind. Got us to accompany her. :p Singapore Arts Festival is coming to an end very soon. Thank God I managed to catch at least one show during this season. I very much wanted to catch two other shows, one called "Full Frontal LIV" directed and acted by Mr Nelson Chia, my theatre studies tutor last semester.  The other show I was attracted to but no $$$ to watch (I seriously don't mind watching it alone BUT WHY I DIDN'T HAVE MONEY.....) it is called "Long Life", with spectacular set design. Sigh. =( Life! newspaper gave very good review for this drama. But i'm happy still! Cos it had been a POWER Sunday! Memorable. Time to sleep. =) Labels: daily rantings 3:58 AM
Power Sunday! I had a super powerful Sunday. First, it was the celeb weekend that was AWESOME. Tell you a secret - I caught service1 on live webcast on Saturday. Teeheehee. I'm glad I did, cos there are some things that weren't mentioned in service 3 but was mentioned in service 1. =p I am also very happy because on the way from hall 1 to MRT station, I met and caught up with a few dear friends from w280...I miss them! I also caught up a little bit with my dear princess, although for just a brief moment and we weren't even in the situation to say 'bye' to each other, but I was happy to catch up with YOU cos otherwise you are busy as a bee during this period of time. :) You're in my prayers ok! Second, the cell group fellowshipped for 2 hours at Pitstop cafe and it's been a long time since I went bonkers! Ooooh I love going crazy. I should more often. So that I won't take myself too seriously. It can be tiring to take things seriously all the time! Anyway, we played Snorta (animal game with sounds), Dinosaur bone (smth like heart attack), Ugly x3, Jenga, and finally we improvised and played our own Heart Attack! HAhaha....in total 5 games over 2 hours for $5 per pax. Worth it eh? ;)
All in all, I am so utterly satisfied that I can't sleep. That's why I'm blogging now. =x Third thing I'm happy about is Jaslyn joining in the fun @ celeb weekend + Pitstop. Welcome to the N119 family my friend! :) Hope to see your love for God and for the N119 family grow as time passes! You are kept in my constant prayers. Always. =) Fourth thing, I wanted a music CD but was blessed instead. Wooohooo! All thanks be to Willy! And before I sign off, I want to announce that I finally completed reading Hillary Clinton's "Living History"!!! What a great sense of achievement. It is long overdue....I should have completed it years ago, but I stopped reading the book halfway cos I ran out of stamina =x
It is a pretty good read overall. If I have to take home one thing about Hillary Clinton's life story, it will be her wisdom in governance and also as a mother and wife. She is a woman with a very clear mind, and I think she is amazing to be where she is today. Labels: daily rantings 2:11 AM
Saturday, June 13, 2009
I want no pride I don't want to be proud anymore I don't want to think that I know alot Not even a bit of pride do I want in myself Because coming to God is pointless if I am not used by Him Just like the millions of Israelites that took 40 years When it's just 11-day journey from Egypt to God's Promised Land The only way God will use someone Is through brokenness...contrition Knowing the HEART of God Feel as He feels, think as He thinks Pray as He prays, love as He loves... That in spite of knowing many things I am still very much a sinner that need His grace Let God increase and let me decrease. God's Promised Land is for those who are close to conscience Those who are humble before Him and before people Not every believer will inherit His Kingdom Not every believer will receive the full reward from God I want to pray and simply get intimate with the Lord No more excuses given. God is meeting me in my secret place....He has always been there, even when I didn't show up. So many times I flew Him aeroplane. Yet He still loved me, waited for my heart to turn towards Him once more, ever so patient, believing that I will turn up when I did not... Growing love....indeed, let us be mature and grow to love God more and more. Labels: contemplative, revelation 6:30 PM
Thursday, June 11, 2009
struggle and fall. struggle struggle struggle. fall struggle fall fall struggle. struggle struggle struggle fall struggle fall fall fall. struggle. struggle fall fall fall fall fall fall. struggle fall fall struggle fall fall. struggle struggle struggle fall struggle fall fall struggle struggle struggle struggle struggle struggle struggle fall. struggle struggle struggle struggle struggle struggle struggle struggle struggle success. Whose lives it represents. Fall 100 times for 1 success....such is life. Labels: contemplative, daily rantings 8:15 PM
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
不要轻易放弃它 曾经是希望 现在是负担 是不懂得珍惜吗? 如果是负担 怎么会想要寻找并且得到？ 它 值得吗？不...选择并没有错。 它 是美好的。 曾经是美好的 现在却变丑陋了...它 有所改变？ 不...它永不改变。 时间. 事非. 人. 考验了我们的关系 失望了 失败了 变成我们之间的绊脚石 觉得空虚，毫无意义... 期望越高，失望越大 把它留在了“曾经” 其实它最纯真，珍贵... 它 可以是你生命中任何宝贵的东西 对我来说 它 包括了很多爱与希望，梦想与异像 金钱买不到 抓也抓不捞的东西 只能靠对上帝的信任 才能拥有的东西 上帝的爱 要用时间才看得清楚 用心 才能认清它的真面目 我现在懂得珍惜了 握紧了 不会轻易地放弃的 它可以是你生命中任何宝贵的东西 :) Labels: contemplative 4:57 PM
Monday, June 8, 2009
Skin care for the FACE - My Recommendations Whoah I'm actually enjoying blogging about such bimbotic things! Hahahaha. Ok here comes part II on Skincare! Makeup Remover: Body Shop! Click here for website.  I love this, though it is too expensive so I tried once and switched to the Seaweed series makeup remover which is like 50% cheaper. This is "Moisture White™ Make-up Remover". Exfoliator: Follow Me (No website :( ) This is one of the not so popular brands, but I think it is by far the best I've used. I'm using Ginvera's exfoliator currently, and Follow Me UV Exfoliator still is better in comparison. I also recommend Bioessence for exfoliator because I believe that its line of products are effective, and I would have invested on their products for skincare if not for budget. :) Facial cleanser: Bioessence! Click here for website.  This is "Deep Cleanser with Pine Pollen". Very good! Face feels clean and you can really tell it is clean. Gentle on face too. I LOVE BIOESSENCE. Toner: Body Shop!  My skin is oily combination, so it is oily @ T-zone. My skin cannot take toner that is "too nourishing" in that sense. Breakout will occur. Also, I want to be as fair as I can. So, "Moisture White™ Toning Essence" is da answer man. Very effective in wiping out dirt. Still can see dirt on my cotton pads after cleaning face with cleanser and makeup remover. Salute to this product. Ok, I'm also a minimalist when it comes to skincare. I'm trying hard to be more diligent and do mask regularly. Hee. I think I need to start using anti-ageing products. I will heed advice that says protection should begin from early 20s, because the state of a woman's skin will deteriorate quite rapidly from 20-30 years old if nothing is done to slow down the ageing process. And Bioessence is my pick. :)
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Makeup Products - My Recommendations =) Blusher: ETUDE HOUSE! Click here for website.  I have been using this "Moonlight Shimmer Blusher No.1 Pink Shimmer" brought back from Korea by my aunt. You can say that I swear by it now when it comes to choosing my ideal blusher. I love the 3 shades, as you create a very natural, rosy and healthy color on your cheeks when applied correctly. I'm almost running out of it, thank God Etude House is opening its FIRST store in PS!! Can check it out there in future. :D I tried the samples of this BB cream brought back by my aunt, and it creates the illusion of flawless skin very well!!! Amazing stuff. It conceals most blemishes well. You probably don't need concealer if you get this, unless your blemish/dark circles are severe. I will get it when it's available locally. In addition, it gives a shine/glow to the skin. Perfect for evenings! :) And usually, it is so good I skip applying foundation as the many layers on the skin makes the face looks cakey instead. It's good to give your face skin air to breathe also. :) Fyi: BB Cream when applied nourishes your face. Unlike applying foundation, when it suffocates your skin more than it nourishes/moisturizes. :) Lips: Clinique! Click here for website.  Clinique's lipstick "Color Surge Butter Shine Lipstick" is my most favourite lipstick for the color. My pick will be Baby baby which is a sheer nude pink shade. Note that: My objective is always to look pleasant & presentable by natural and minimal things applied to the face! ;o) I'm absolutely not qualified to give tips beyond the natural style of makeup. :p Heehee. See, I'm a super minimalist in makeup. I didn't recommend foundation because I've yet to find one that I'm really satisfied with. Though for an economical one, I recommend Maybelline's Cream Foundation  This shade that I bought worked pretty well for me. I liked it. But when I used it, my skin didn't feel 100% comfortable, I get zits at times. It was great for the price though, the skin looked close to flawless. :) I like CREAM foundation, because liquid foundation feels yucky when applied (I'm trying very hard to finish using my M.A.C liquid fdn :(( ) & powder foundation feels like your face pores kena clogged up. And, I also didn't recommend other stuff like eyebrow pencil, eyeliners (I prefer those that doesn't run of course, but liquid eyeliner the effect maybe a bit fake), eye shadow....coz essentially I only use black for all of them. Minimalist right? So yeah.
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Thursday, June 4, 2009
Wedding Dinner + Creative Idea Came back from a wedding banquet of a relative...sort of distant if you ask me, but my mum is pretty close to them. Yea but the point is.......we went to Fullerton! Woohoo. My first time eating there la! In the past, the only reason I go to Fullerton is to use their toilets. Muahahaha. Anyway, the food was ok-ay only....Four Seasons is my family's favourite place! I'd choose food over ambience and everything else. Food is SO important. Four Seasons is DA PLACE. I can still remember the taste of Four Seasons medium-well-done Steak.......*salivating* though that was almost 10 years ago! Their steak can beat Jack's Place ANYTIME!!! Anyway, I have this crazy-but-not-that-crazy idea of starting a style tutorial. Hahaha. I think I've got some fashion tips to share when it comes to mixing and matching especially using something existing in my wardrobe that may look casual, but turn that into a very formal and fashionable look. I did just that for tonight's wedding banquet so I didn't have to buy a new dress or whatever! ECONOMIC RECESSION. Must save money. Teeheehee. Well, I'd have to first overcome my laziness to take photos and uploading them. If need be, I may even need to use videocamera. So I'm not sure if I want to go into all that trouble. Oh well, got to think about it. Labels: daily rantings 12:18 AM
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
My view on relationships now My lunch still hasn't arrived! So i thought I'll blog first. I'm hungry. To me, relationship is a luxury and a want. Not a need. I think I am going to live well if I'm single all my life. Honestly, that's how I think and feel at this point in time. I think having not been in a proper relationship is main factor. Because I have not experienced the joy of being in one, I can very much do without it. It will not cause me to feel that my life is incomplete without it. Afterall, other aspects of love is very present in my life. My friends, my family, my relatives, God, church... Of course, this is not to say that my point of view won't change. In fact, I think it will change radically as I go through later stages in life. Social pressure will be a driving force pressurizing me to conform. Government policies too. Also, the Bible says that it is better to be 2 than 1. There will come a time when my personal conviction will be challenged. And I'm not sure if my conviction can stand against all these in the future. But one thing I am sure of is that I'm not really looking at being hitched now. Yeah I'm 22 years old and I'm given the full permission to bring home a boyfriend but I don't want to do it just for the sake of doing it, or because everyone else is doing it and so I should conform. WHY SHOULD I CONFORM? You'll regret it later, enling. You better heed my advice and start changing your weird mindset. Well, CHILL. I'm not saying that I'm not looking forward to being in a relationship! Just that if it doesn't come soon, I'm not going to feel as though my world is incomplete. My aunt told me to add oil. Cos she got her first boyfriend at 21 yrs old. And I'm already 22 this year. I would say, thanks for the reminder but I believe in timing, which is very crucial. On a sidenote, I believe every girl or guy in a relationship will want to feel that they NEED each other right? Not just a 'if have den have don't have den don't have' attitude. So all the more so. Labels: contemplative, daily rantings 1:46 PM
I can't seeee + the Law I'm doing mask now and I have to squint hard and close to the screen b4 I can figure out what's in front of me, so. Pardon me if u see any wrong spelling. But i'd have corrected it after i'm done with masking. I've been catching Chl8's the Ultimatum, and I like what I heard from Fann Wong's character, Fang Song Qiao. "The Law is always just. But the Law is enforced by people. And as humans, we make mistakes. So when situation like a person has been wrongfully sentenced in the court of law, it is not to say that the Law is unjust." How true. I have always thought that Man is the one that created Law in the world. And so I have the misconception like most people do - that the Law system in the world is unjust. In the context of the church, the same can be applied...hence, I want to grab hold of the truth, so that if one day I am ever disappointed or stumbled by someone in church, I will never come to a point of backsliding and saying that God is unfair or stuff like that. Because the fact is that God is always just and loving...but God's church is administrated by humans. The problem does not lie in God's character or ability. Labels: daily rantings, revelation 12:51 PM
Monday, June 1, 2009
Barn Buddy + TMO performance I just installed Barn Buddy in FB. Having some fun with it, not sure how long I'll play with it. Remember Hell's Kitchen? Stopped playing after achieving Celebrity Chef status & achieving 2nd place among my FB friends. Hahaha. So complacent. =x Thanks everyone who complimented the youth orchestra's playing....thanks especially to Jaslyn who came down for EMERGE! to support my performance with the orchestra. I'm really, really very touched that you intended it as a surprise without me knowing that you're coming. So if you're reading this, thanks for making my day! :)) I had a busssssy day today: Took a cab to expo for soundcheck @ 745am. Perform at Expo, Headed down to JW by chartered bus. Sat through the service (was awesome man!!!) Rushed down for violin lesson @ serangoon. I travelled on the circle line! So exciting. :D Got fetched by family car to grandma's place for weekly dinner. Practised for an hour over there cos I felt so guilty for not being prepared for lesson today! :x I actually asked my teacher whether I can go for lesson on Monday instead, cos I feel SO unprepared for lesson. So he knows I didn't practice. HAHAHA. I'm so stupid right I actually told him. BUT....Honesty is the best policy! .... I realized that most of my time and energy are spent in travelling to and fro destinations. Hmmm.... .... I love everyone in the orchestra now....made friends with quite a few new people!!! I must say I'm very proud of myself, cos I'm an introvert. But I think we click very well because we are all the same type of personality...inside the bus, we choose to sleep automatically instead of socializing/chatting. Hahaha....actual fact is I'm indeed very tired, I'm sure the rest also. But thing is we like to have our own little spaces in times like that too. We are definitely not 'I' people...=p Can't wait to see my newly made friends soon...Elcean, Elijah, Dorothy, Yunus, Samantha. Wahhhh the xiaodidi is super cute lar. So nice to talk to. Hahaha. :D And my old ministry friends too. But unfortunately, this wednesday have a wedding dinner to attend with my family when there's supposed to be practice. Sadded. Labels: daily rantings 12:05 AM
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