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Sunday, October 3, 2010

The Bible's hidden somewhere too far from the start
Pick it up and it's in pieces
Broken like my heart

The desert's coldness at night
Falling away from the light
No lovely feeling inside
Hide from the sun

The resurrection of Christ
Followed by the blind
Foolish people gather
To be with of the same kind
The sacrifices He makes
Left them empty of their sin
Who am I to believe that I cant go on?


What title what title?? Not too sure now. But I guess I'm writing about someone who veered away and made a mess trying hard to live life without God, a person who once knew God. And he or she is coming back to where it all began once again - trying to live life right again. When stuff happens that cause more discouragement than he or she could handle, that person questions whether there is still hope, recalling during his/her darkest moments the very faded memories of Christ whom she had once learned or heard about - that He died for sinners to make them clean.

I like to hang around people who are not willing to give up on themselves...people who constantly cling on to hope. It doesn't matter if they are broken/depressed people or people who failed, because this world is broken down in the first place. I really find that there is something attractive about people who do not give up hope.

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11:58 PM

Friday, May 7, 2010

Epilogue

It's now...
When the night is no longer young,
That I think of what the future holds.
It's a long road...will my heart begin to fail?
Or will passion burn quickly, leaving no trail?

Excuse me, if I cry, it is no pretense.
Those tears - salty and sensuous
with more than a tinge of seriousness
I cry for security
I long for certainty
That often eludes me.

Come now! And bring me away to your place
Make me stand where I should; don't make me chase.
For the farther you go, the longer I take
I cannot wait, no no I cannot wait.

The duct is smaller than it is
The road is shorter than it seems
The fire is warmer than imagined
I'm unlocking myself. Now.

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12:36 AM

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Today Forgave Tomorrow

I'm a fool for the millionth time
Nobody knows, no partners in crime
Too many lessons I have learnt
Fire-played and fingers burnt

Wide open the array of imperfections
Hit me hard with one intercession
The latter came to buy his clothes
To make him light on the journey's boat

Away, away, the lullaby sways
Today forgave tomorrow
Wave, wave, goodbye to this place
Soon, you're gathered and safe



We all felt lousy before. What can I say. Sometimes I feel like I'm the only one feeling that. But I know that's not true....you guys have your own "lousy moments" too. Right? =p We are all workS-in-progress.

And this song or poem or whatever you want to call it, it goes out to you all who feel lousy, stupid, and a letdown - all at the same time. It is unfinished, but my creative juices got blocked thereafter. Hahaha. I hope to remind myself and everyone else like me that "soon, you're gathered and safe".

You will be.



P.S: My emo times = creative time. So is emo-ing a good thing?

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1:39 AM

Monday, October 5, 2009

I see my wings flapping o'er the place
But I can't seem to trace the trail of the race
Running too fast, I can't explain
and chased off the plane
took off with the train

You cast me out and take me away
You pulled my face without any disgrace
I lay down my life for you to stay
So stay, stay, stay

Remember those times we laughed and we cried
and sang a new song
till our voices were dry
Goin' out, comin' in
You'd stay right under me and
You'd bring me hope.

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4:41 PM

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Recently, I've been influenced by Relient K's style of music and lyrics writing. Combining it with my latest and (one of the) biggest revelations upon my life, ie. that I'm indebted to Christ for my life, here is this song I've been inspired to write and compose. Experimenting with a different flavor of music at the same time. :)

Version 1
http://www.box.net/shared/odab096oep
Version 2 (clearer version but I still prefer version1 so I attached both versions:D)
http://www.box.net/shared/hy2npsapbp


I'm indebted
To the one I used to criticize
Is it possibly true
That someone died for you
And that's making you free?

I'm surrendered
To Him I now call Servant King
For the blame that He took
upon His glorious life
He's a servant and king

He is servant and king
(Isn't He supposed to be?)
A servant and king
(Till we're free to sing)
We're indebted
We're indebted
He is servant and king
(Isn't He?)
Servant and king
We're all ready
to repay our debt
Till we've got nothin' left

I'm forgiven
By the one I used to really shun
'cos of all the mistakes I've done
was far too much when I was young
I had a really bad tongue

Maybe that's the reason why we're chosen
to carry on life anew
And we grew
And we grew
To love you

He is servant and king
(Isn't He supposed to be?)
A servant and king
(Till we're free to sing)
We're indebted
We're indebted
He is servant and king
(Isn't He?)
Servant and king
We're all ready
to repay our debt
Till we've got nothin' left
That's my plan, yeah.

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1:16 AM

Saturday, April 11, 2009

Just wanted to share this MIDI composed during last semester for my science of music module. I thought it's a pretty cool composition...i'm proud of my own work. hahaha. the volume may be problematic throughout the song, cos when i was composing it i couldn't solve the problem. nevertheless, enjoy. :)

For those discerning ones, you will realize it is the tune of "Eternity" which I had composed on the piano a long long time ago. :)

http://www.box.net/shared/9f8gf05xim

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9:37 PM

Friday, December 19, 2008

In the little corner of her universe, there she is -
bended and a crumpled up Furball.
A sense of contentment surges from her heart,
a feeling of wonder and amazement towards
the mysteries contained far above, far beyond.

The eyes on her head are always gazing upwards,
her hands are always wrapped around two bended knees.
She transpires and receives warmth in return;
her breath circulates within the tiny enclosed space
between herself and the wall she faces.

"What mysteries does the skies filled by the moon and stars speak of?"
"What is truly beyond that wide, translucent
planar above my head?"
Mysteries that fascinate the curious mind,
leaving one with the wildest of imagination.

Always gazing upwards, there is no Fear.
Incomparable darkness of the universe

and the terror of the empty space behind
would it be to the Light of the sky.

Serenity fills the heart. Undivided attention.
Silence.


[Copyrighted, 2008]

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2:45 AM

Thursday, November 27, 2008

Sigh I can imagine the likes of Amy Winehouse, Michelle Branch or Sheryl Crow singing this song...just not me.

There's a picture
Right in front of me
Yet I couldn't see
Yet I couldn't see

There's a song
That's touching me
Yet I couldn't speak
Yet I couldn't speak

[A-Em-G-D]

There's a sweetness
Rising from my knees
Yet I couldn't breathe
Yet I couldn't breathe

Pre-chorus:
There's a price to pay
But it's okay

Chorus:
I fall under your wings
I am saved from dyin'
You are here for me
Doesn't matter what they say

[A-E-G-D]

There's a silence
I hear your call
It's been 2AM
But it's getting clearer
At this moment
My eyes opened
Words are spoken
Knees are broken


2am.mp3 - Enling

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11:09 PM

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

There's a picture right in front of me
Yet I couldn't see
Yet I couldn't see

There's a song that's touching me
Yet I couldn't speak
Yet I couldn't speak

There's a sweetness rising from my knees
Yet I couldn't breathe
Yet I couldn't breathe

There's a price to pay
But it's okay
It's okay
It's okay

I fall under your wings 
I am safe from dying
You are here for me
Doesn't matter what they say

There's a silence; I hear your call
It's been 2am
But it's getting clearer
At this moment my eyes are opened
Words are spoken
Knees are broken

Hmmmm should I name it '2am'? Hmmmm....

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11:26 PM

Thursday, November 20, 2008

It's still titleless, tentatively called "My Faith". Shall spend time to upload the mp3 to imeem only after exams. 

No eyes have seen
No ears have heard
Of all the things that is to come
More visions and dreams
Coming right after me
And I declare

Chorus:
My faith 
Speaks louder than a thousand words
My days
Are filled with glorious love
Rejoice
Declare

I sing of all that God has given to me
His power reaches out to the weak
And now
Revival has come



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2:49 AM

Thursday, October 2, 2008

After completing this song this afternoon, 'Whole Again', I felt uplifted. I think it's going to be my personal anthem for my inner battle...refusing to give in to delibitating thoughts about myself. Shamelessly clinging onto God.

I didn't do justice to the song....


WHOLE AGAIN

There’s no one else in this desert
An emptiness in my heart
That only You can fill
That only You can fill

God my Father
Hear my cry

Your way is the truth, and the life


So who will come and rescue me?
Only Jesus

And who can help to make me see?
Only Jesus

 

Make me whole again.
Make me whole again.
Make me whole again.
Make me whole again.



Whole Again.mp3 -


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11:28 PM

Sunday, September 21, 2008

Let Your healing flow

Let Your healing flow
Through the day
Through the night

Let Your power flow
Through the day
Through the night

And let Your dreams be sown
Into my life
You're alive

Let Your will be done
I surrender 
All my life to You
Jesus.....

Chords
1st 2nd stanzas: D-A-Em-A 
3rd 4th stanzas: D-A-Em-G-A , D


let your healing flow.amr.mp3 -

One of those moments when u decide to worship with a guitar. 

Let Your healing flow
Through the day
Through the night...

This is a special prayer for my grandma. And i worked on it and then came the subsequent verses. 

By the way, how to solve the problem of the ending being cut off when uploading? I kind of anticipated that this would happen. So i deliberately played 4 bars extra at the end. Learnt to be smarter now.

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Feel free to continue working on this song if you can/want to. Right now i just feel that it's still incomplete. 

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12:46 AM

Monday, September 15, 2008

Eternity.mp3 -

The ending got cut off for this one too. Oh well. 

Feel free to criticise or compliment on anything except my voice. 


ETERNITY

I can see it all
The picture of a thousand light inside
And I can find the piece of purity
I feel the colors of the wind

I open my wings to fly high
Your Hand in mine in eternity
I cry tears of happiness it seems
Your Hand in mine in eternity
Your Hand in mine in eternity

In eternity
In eternity....

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12:49 AM


Finally uploaded ONE song.




all i see is u.mp3 -

please feel free to criticise and compliment on anything except my guitar skills and voice. Cos i'm good at neither.

UGH. The ending got cut off while uploading. Thankfully it's only the ending. 

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12:33 AM

Monday, September 8, 2008

All I see is You

              G

When I close my eyes tonight

           Em

I find stars in the sky alive

                   C   

Wond’ring if I could be You

                          D

Dwell in every moment’s time

                    G

To see the future of my portion

              Em

I try to comprehend

                         C

But I couldn’t understand

                   D

All I see is You

 

----|G-Em-C-D|----

         

            G

I kept dancing through the night

                    Em

Just with a nameless lullaby

               C

Made it one of a kind

               G 

There’s someone that’s right behind

                      Em

I found that He belongs to me

        C    

So I soaked myself in Him

            D

And I know, this must be

 

       G

No empty promises

      Em

No lying in the new world

                   C

All I see is truth

                   D

All I see is You

 

---|G-Em-C-D|----

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CALEB, help me this Saturday ok? :D

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10:39 PM

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